Because of you...

BECAUSE OF YOU...

i can stay strong
i won't give up
i will hold on
i will keep going
i will be happy

BUT...
can you do the same???

The life with people under a same roof.

Living under the same roof
there will be HAPPINESS and SORROW

In HAPPINESS
laughters can be heard
conversations will be cheerful
moments will be appreciated

BUT...

In SORROW
arguments can happen anytime
misunderstandings hurts so much
bitterness are kept hidden
emotions are not shown


this is how i'm feeling now
always trying my best
but no matter how hard i tried
its not enough
i didn't reach perfection
it didn't satisfied them

scoldings are meant to make us better
but to me
its makes me feel useless
a good-for-nothing
a nobody

to stop tears from flowing
its like suffocation
throat gets tighter
lungs couldn't get its oxygen
eyes holding on its tears
just to be strong

trying to accept sarcasm
trying to put on a smile
trying to be what they want me to be
trying not to see the disappontment in their eyes
trying not to make mistakes

just hope that they can see and understand
that's what its worth.

Trip to Penang..

sorry didn'y update my blog

was kinda busy and don't know what to write about

i went this trip during the holidays

actually i don't really want to go

cuz after the holidays got exam

and i'm sure i don't have enough time to study

but overall its fun!!!

can eat a lot of yummy food...haha

i think i gain weight...hehe

really like to look at the sea

its peaceful and beautiful especially during sunset

but it only last a short while

does this mean beautiful things don't last long???

Trust..

this few days school happen a lot of things
things that make people confused..sad..fustrated
wat is the cause of all this problems?
friendship is being put on test
relationship of lovers seems to be falling apart
why are these things happening now?

i really hope that all the problems will be solved
friends can still laugh at each others stupidity
lovers can share their deepest secrets
friends can still share their problems together
lovers can smile at each other for all their problems is gone
this is when everyone can concentrate studying
without fustrations..depression and confusion
where everyone is happy with their life
where there is trust between everyone!

Feeling confused...

really don't know what should i do
feel really lost
the more i think the more its hurts
is it just my thinking or is it the truth
can somebody tell me???
if this dream can't come true
i would rather continue sleeping
i'm sure i'll be happier there!

You are everthing to somebody!!!

someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the supported you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand
someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone think you are a gift
someone hopes you are not too hot or too cold
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
someone values your advices
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants you to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wish they could stop time because of you
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trust you
someone needs your support
someone wants you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
someone will cry when they see this.

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Cheek and forehead..

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
Confused..

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Kha and Win Ni..

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nope..got younger sister and brother.

5. Will you ever donate blood?
Not in million years...ver scary!!!

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yup..

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope..i'm a very kind hearted person!!!

8. What does your last text message say?
Oh...so gud loh!

9.What are you thinking about right now?
I'm super confused now!!!

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
Uh huh...

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
Around 12.30

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
It's free..

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Kinda..

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
Someone..

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz.
1. Kha
2. Panda
3. Win Ni
4. Chun Hoe
5. Vincent
6. Ronald
7. Wee Liam
8. Victor
9. Ching Yee
10.Chen Shin

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
I dunno...

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
Female

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be good?
They already couple!!!

18. What is no.1 studying?
Addmaths..

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
Phone..tuition..school..

20. Is no.4 single?
Yup...but i want a 'da shao!!

21. Say something about no.2
Panda..

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
Already together...going to get married soon!!

23. Describe no.9
Kha's kai mui..

24 . What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?
Be the middle person...

25 . Do you like no.8?
Nope...too smart liao!