The life with people under a same roof.

Living under the same roof
there will be HAPPINESS and SORROW

In HAPPINESS
laughters can be heard
conversations will be cheerful
moments will be appreciated

BUT...

In SORROW
arguments can happen anytime
misunderstandings hurts so much
bitterness are kept hidden
emotions are not shown


this is how i'm feeling now
always trying my best
but no matter how hard i tried
its not enough
i didn't reach perfection
it didn't satisfied them

scoldings are meant to make us better
but to me
its makes me feel useless
a good-for-nothing
a nobody

to stop tears from flowing
its like suffocation
throat gets tighter
lungs couldn't get its oxygen
eyes holding on its tears
just to be strong

trying to accept sarcasm
trying to put on a smile
trying to be what they want me to be
trying not to see the disappontment in their eyes
trying not to make mistakes

just hope that they can see and understand
that's what its worth.